In love !

I’m in love with all Stephen King books and I guess I saw all the movies based on them. BUT I realized there are also new episodes of the famous 11.22.63 book coming this year.  I read this book 1000 times, but I’m still in love with the plot. The way everything is filmed is brilliant, of course James Franco adds his charm too that makes this episodes. I’m super excited of new series. I’m waiting for new episodes even more than I wait  for Santa to arrive.


life is unfair…

When you on a diet and trying to eat healthy and keep your abs, but  your flat is a minute walk from Mc Donalds and anytime you pass this place (at least 2 times per day) you imagine yourself eating a burger, Bic Mac, fries and amazing ice cream that tastes so good in your head and don’t forget about Cola. Cold and fizzy. Gosh. I want it.  I’m trying to concentrate my thoughts on something else, but I LOVE food more than anything (any food to be honest). I remind myself that my tight will grow even bigger but to be honest it doesn’t help. I still want it.

Life is even more unfair when you sitting in the office and your colleges brings cakes. NO. They actually place it near you so you can see this tasty cake all day long and amazing smell from cherries.

Sad thing is when I want something I get it 😦



Danza Kutudo

I love movies. They always chose best music to go with the right moment. I wished it could happen in real life.

I just hate and love in the same time when there is a nice song playing in a right moment in the movie. Hell. So, I experienced that myself. Danza Kutudo, people. It is really fun.

All I could say was “Really?”

Every story has ending. This is happy ending.

Happy Bithday

To a very talented, kind, interesting and amazing person!! I’m sorry to write it here, but we don’t speak. Maybe you are seing this post. I don’t know. Happy birthday I., be happy wherever u are! 

Can hapiness kill ya ?


I doubt so. Just competed my first gig on Fiver. Successful. So happy. Now I have got the whole truck of motivation AND I found definition on happiness. Happiness- is to do what you love. I also love the fact that winter is almost over.

I was desperate for red colour (I don’t fancy it that much usually). So, that was the first day of completing 30 Days digital challenge. So exited to see what is gonna happen on Day 30.

I really hope I’m not gonna end up in local newspapers because the photographers were attacking me. I tried my best to hide in other rooms. So, fingers crossed they will skip images with me.


Lost Girl


I have a strange relationships with that book. Everyone was obsessed with that. Even Amy. So, I decided I’ll give it a go. I remember, I bought it in the airport just to kill some time, I read 100 pages and felt asleep.  I tried to read it like 3-4 times and every time it didn’t work. The plot is a slow burn and I love being thrilled from the first pages.

So, some time ago I made myself to watch a movie. There must be something that everyone loves. So, whats the magic ? Half of the movie was boring, then it was more and more exciting.

I just love the was she planned everything. So clever. She knew every step her husband gonna take and how the audience would react. She left the clues and allowed him to find them.

And I love the way Nick was scared of her. She is a devil, but I love her a lot. Adorable. She wore this the mask of perfect wife for a long time, even she knew whats going on. Ah, if I only could borrow her self-control and patience.  The strange fact about masks is that the the more hideous the secrets, the more carefully the mask is constructed. But sooner or later every mask that people try on them is taken of  like a snake’s skin. The most terrific fact is that now Nick knows her true face, and he cant’ do anything about it but suffer. Sooner or later you have to pay for your mistakes. Sometimes price is too high.

I loved the ending. I’m gonna read it again. Definitely.




Just say yes, girl !

Friday night. Me being a little bit freaky and naughty  with the champagne. Suddenly, a Facetime from the person who I didn’t expect that call and that person to  even think about me. Lovely conversation and suddenly the question.

“Shorty, you are still crazy I suppose”.


BAM ! And then I realized that I became just normal. I hate it. I want my crazy nature  back no matter what. No way it happened. When? So, I am taking it back. Since now, I say yes to all the crazy ideas, stop ignoring people I fancy and etc. Why do we always create boundaries: too scary, to dangerous, too crazy. It’s like putting yourself in a carton box, but  you aren’t a cat.  I remember we went to the gym with D. at 1 am, then on a long walk on the uninhabited, abandoned riverside. Too late, too scary? Yes. True. Lots of adventures, memories and fun moments. Or like hitting clubs all night long. Where did all this fun disappear? Last time I was bored in the club. Can’t believe I’m writing it. Where was the last time I really had fun, not pretending that I have fun? Probably 2 years ago in Windsor,maybe in Nottingham too. Seriously !

Another crazy idea ” Go for a run”. I just did the heaviest workout even. I can’t even walk properly. But….”yes time”. It could have been worse. Thanks heaven that this idea stuck me when it’s not -20 degrees outside. So, run Forest, run !

It’s time to start living. NOW. Do what I want and screw this boundaries.

What brings me down?

I started 2016 with working on myself. Some books really helped me out, like Instant Motivation by Chantal Burns and Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert. These books really helped me to be back on track and open my eyes on obvious things.

First of all, I had to understand what brings me down.

-Being addicted of the outside sources (even belief that inspiration comes from outside)

– Waiting for best moment/right time.

-Asking too much advice (Do you think I ‘m on the right track?)

-Comfort zone became like a closet for me (cozy, warm, but SMALL)

– My way of thinking (I’ll be happy if…, I’ll start something if…, I’ll be be peaceful  if…) So, I have deleted if’s and  this is what happened. I’m happy, I’m starting  fresh idea, I am absolutely peaceful with myself). My way of thinking and attitude created problems, to be able to solve them I need to change it.

-In terms of projects I always ask too many questions (again IF (what if this is not gonna work, what if it doesn’t looks interesting enough). Since now, now questions, just create. All those questions made almost the good idea wash out and go to someone else). So, just go with it and see what happens!

-Not willing to see obvious things (yes, 100% GUILTY!)

-Negativity (moaning how bad things are). Well, those moans can happen for a short period of time. Then the magic slap should happen. It did happen. I’m happy that there was a very special person who just listened, understood and cheered me up).

I feel like this method really helped to not only understand problems, fears etc. but also overcome them.




My trip to China


Well, well, well. I came back from China, Shanghai is amazing place. Although, I wish I could understand what people were saying to me. There were guys on the street, talking to me and I had no idea what do they mean. But, without language, I actually discovered so many good things. In the restaurant, I asked for tea. A woman brought me a glass of hot, ginger water. I used to hate ginger so much. But I guess, its time to change my default settings. Let’s say…a software update.

The other thing what stuck to my eyes was the lack of lighting in the shops that are off center. In my European understanding, when the shop is almost dark, its closed. But in China, it’s still open. I like all the eyes catching nice lighting on the building, streets and shops.


The next thing that shocked me was e-bikes. They are very popular in China, much faster than a bike and yes, you

don’t need a driving license  for them. So, everyone can ride it…without common sense of rules. I was lucky to have a driver, because I have no idea what would happen if a drive in that country. People don’t actually look where they are driving because they have priority over cars.I saw three people on the e-bikes, where the last one was making selfie at the middle of the busy road. Then, I saw people traveling with dogs and even small children. Obviously, helmets aren’t popular too.  Every e-bike is a masterpiece, it has got it’s own unique style. Moreover, people bring blankets with them when they driving.

Ok, let’s talk about tea. All the tea that you can buy in the shop has nothing to do with the real tea. I felt in love with the Korean tea. It has got magical taste. I bought some tea for home, and I have no idea how I’m gonna survive when it’s gonna end. This is the reason why I haven’t bought anything from Chinese make up and skincare. I can’t even imagine what would happen with me. I even hate online shopping, it drives me insane and I hate hate waiting process. I decided to be mainstream, so I stick to my favorite MAC, Lancome, Diesel and Issey Miyake which are available for top ups everywhere.

I enjoyed spending time with Chinese people, I got to know their world, culture and life. Of course, I enjoyed the food so much. I have never ate that much sea food in my life. Greece was the last place where I ate octopus…and now I even ate shark. Last couple of months I was making myself eat, but I ate everything I saw in China. I even started my day with noodles. Architecture is amazing ! I couldn’t take my eyes of the buildings.


Now, I can’t wait to be back.IMG_0579.jpgIMG_0584.jpg