Danza Kutudo

I love movies. They always chose best music to go with the right moment. I wished it could happen in real life.

I just hate and love in the same time when there is a nice song playing in a right moment in the movie. Hell. So, I experienced that myself. Danza Kutudo, people. It is really fun.

All I could say was “Really?”

Every story has ending. This is happy ending.

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Can hapiness kill ya ?

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I doubt so. Just competed my first gig on Fiver. Successful. So happy. Now I have got the whole truck of motivation AND I found definition on happiness. Happiness- is to do what you love. I also love the fact that winter is almost over.

I was desperate for red colour (I don’t fancy it that much usually). So, that was the first day of completing 30 Days digital challenge. So exited to see what is gonna happen on Day 30.

I really hope I’m not gonna end up in local newspapers because the photographers were attacking me. I tried my best to hide in other rooms. So, fingers crossed they will skip images with me.

 

What brings me down?

I started 2016 with working on myself. Some books really helped me out, like Instant Motivation by Chantal Burns and Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert. These books really helped me to be back on track and open my eyes on obvious things.

First of all, I had to understand what brings me down.

-Being addicted of the outside sources (even belief that inspiration comes from outside)

– Waiting for best moment/right time.

-Asking too much advice (Do you think I ‘m on the right track?)

-Comfort zone became like a closet for me (cozy, warm, but SMALL)

– My way of thinking (I’ll be happy if…, I’ll start something if…, I’ll be be peaceful  if…) So, I have deleted if’s and  this is what happened. I’m happy, I’m starting  fresh idea, I am absolutely peaceful with myself). My way of thinking and attitude created problems, to be able to solve them I need to change it.

-In terms of projects I always ask too many questions (again IF (what if this is not gonna work, what if it doesn’t looks interesting enough). Since now, now questions, just create. All those questions made almost the good idea wash out and go to someone else). So, just go with it and see what happens!

-Not willing to see obvious things (yes, 100% GUILTY!)

-Negativity (moaning how bad things are). Well, those moans can happen for a short period of time. Then the magic slap should happen. It did happen. I’m happy that there was a very special person who just listened, understood and cheered me up).

I feel like this method really helped to not only understand problems, fears etc. but also overcome them.