Just some rink flamingos chilling ) wanna join them )
I’m so inlove with vector art. Created wolf today.
I have no idea how long I haven’t been there. I thought I solved my life and it is going as needed. Hell yea…Even now I don’t know what I ‘m gonna write about. I have no idea who I can…and what to do with my life. It sound like it’s gonna be a post-disaster but…anyways…
If someone is still here with me in that moment, please let me know. I just wanna know someone is alive on those pages.
Atm what can I say ? I can say that I’m lost as hell. I have no plan. I only know that everything that I did before doesn’t satisfy me anymore. Anyhow. I’m at the middle of the nowhere to find myself again…
For those weekends I forgot about who I am, about whole world…everything. Created couple of birds. Now I again published my Gig, sounds fun, check it out.
If wordpress could express loudness..I would say that the sound reached from 0 to — 100 !I’m screaming: HERE I’M https://www.fiverr.com/nataleschindler/do-illustrations-for-personal-topics-such-as-life-events-friends-family
Why ILLUSTRATION ? This is the tool that help me overcome everything, my own escape, when I’m creating I’m feeling good, satisfied, relaxed and so inloved with that.
Maybe that’s the purpose of my life? I’m so so confused. Is anyone feeling something like this ?
…and I don’t even need a Red Bull to fly. I have a feeling that someone just poured out the whole bucket full of positive things on me.
Picture tell thousands words. Since summer I have been struggling with the depression. For many months I have been trying to hide it, pretend that I am fine. But I’m not.
I found the way out from this situation. I decided to face all the fears. This is how I felt. Cold. So, this drawing really helped me to move on. I made this picture look unpleasant, dark, lifeless….even happy stickers doesn’t look happy anymore…even wings are fallen.
Even if you feel pain, it means you are still alive. If you are still alive, good moments will come. Sooner or later. They will. It takes time and patience.
Nothing can last forever. The good thing is that bad moments pass away, bad feelings fade out, things seems to fade away.Most important thing is to stay strong (even if it’s hard like hell).
So, this picture helped me to heal. Based on this experience, I suggest everyone to draw or write everything you feel.Face it, feel it and let it go. Now I feel fresh and full of life ! Now, its time for traveling, adventures, new people and cultures.
Another self portrait. If you ever have question, look at yourself in the mirror and you will get all the answers.
I love orchids. I used to get them as a present from a very special person…but why should I wait for a present? So, I decided to bought it by myself. I just saw the perfect one, but on of the flowers has gone while I was driving home. Shame on me 😦
Yesterday, I finally got my Wacom tablet.
So far, I do enjoy it but struggling with the pen a little bit ( I ll try to experiment and get used to it )
I am feeling like magician right now or at least fairy!!!!
When I used to be rock girl but had to study history and law )))