Can’t stop creating

I can’t stop creating. I have so many ideas that I wanna try.

The process of finding yourself isn’t easy, but it’s worth it.And the end of the day, the only thing that matters is happiness that you did better than yesterday and tomorrow you will create even more creative content.

I see only one drawback from the creative profession-I can’t sleep because as soon as I close my eyes, I see new posters that needs to be created, new ideas flowing through…it all appears like a slide show, like “Hey, maybe you need to try this idea….”

I got so obsessed with those colors. Can’t stop using them.gorod.png

 

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The new world

Sometimes I think of completely random object, but out of the blue, they are turning into one composition in my head and I have nothing to do expect putting them together. I guess I love making vectors more than anything in this world.intotheblue

 

Hell yea

I have no idea how long I haven’t been there. I thought I solved my life and it is going as needed. Hell yea…Even now I don’t know what I ‘m gonna write about. I have no idea who I can…and what to do with my life. It sound like it’s gonna be a post-disaster but…anyways…

If someone is still here with me in that moment, please let me know. I just wanna know someone is  alive on those pages.

Atm what can I say ? I can say that I’m lost as hell. I have no plan. I only  know that everything that I did before doesn’t satisfy me anymore. Anyhow. I’m at the middle of the nowhere to find myself again…

For those weekends I forgot about who I am, about whole world…everything. Created couple of birds. Now I again published my Gig, sounds fun, check it out.

If wordpress could express loudness..I would say that the sound reached from 0 to — 100 !I’m screaming:   HERE I’M https://www.fiverr.com/nataleschindler/do-illustrations-for-personal-topics-such-as-life-events-friends-family

 

Why ILLUSTRATION ? This is the tool that help me overcome everything, my own escape, when I’m creating I’m feeling good, satisfied, relaxed and so inloved with that.

Maybe that’s the purpose of my life? I’m so so confused. Is anyone feeling something like this ?birdy

Winter comes twice.Overcoming depression

HOPePicture tell thousands words. Since summer I have been struggling with the depression. For many months I have been trying to hide it, pretend that I am fine. But I’m not.

I found the way out from this situation. I decided to face all the fears. This is how I felt. Cold.  So, this drawing really helped me to move on. I made this picture look unpleasant, dark, lifeless….even happy stickers doesn’t look happy anymore…even wings are fallen.

Even if you feel pain, it means you are still alive. If you are still alive, good moments will come. Sooner or later. They will. It takes time and patience.

Nothing can last forever. The good thing is that bad moments pass away, bad feelings fade out, things seems to fade away.Most important thing is to stay strong (even if it’s hard like hell).

So, this picture helped me to heal. Based on this experience, I suggest everyone to draw or write everything you feel.Face it, feel it and let it go. Now I feel fresh and full of life !  Now, its time for traveling, adventures, new people and cultures.