I have no idea how long I haven’t been there. I thought I solved my life and it is going as needed. Hell yea…Even now I don’t know what I ‘m gonna write about. I have no idea who I can…and what to do with my life. It sound like it’s gonna be a post-disaster but…anyways…
If someone is still here with me in that moment, please let me know. I just wanna know someone is alive on those pages.
Atm what can I say ? I can say that I’m lost as hell. I have no plan. I only know that everything that I did before doesn’t satisfy me anymore. Anyhow. I’m at the middle of the nowhere to find myself again…
For those weekends I forgot about who I am, about whole world…everything. Created couple of birds. Now I again published my Gig, sounds fun, check it out.
If wordpress could express loudness..I would say that the sound reached from 0 to — 100 !I’m screaming: HERE I’M https://www.fiverr.com/nataleschindler/do-illustrations-for-personal-topics-such-as-life-events-friends-family
Why ILLUSTRATION ? This is the tool that help me overcome everything, my own escape, when I’m creating I’m feeling good, satisfied, relaxed and so inloved with that.
Maybe that’s the purpose of my life? I’m so so confused. Is anyone feeling something like this ?