Conversation with myself

Another self portrait. If you ever have question, look at yourself in the mirror and you will get all the answers.



Vector Orchid


I love orchids. I used to get them as a present from a very special person…but why should I wait for a present? So, I decided to bought it by myself. I just saw the perfect one, but on of the flowers has gone while I was driving home. Shame on me 😦


The strangest post you ever seen

2015 brought me a lot of bad moments. Couple of days left and there are more bad things coming. I have been hurt so many times. My reaction was to just give up on everything and everyone, never touch the notepad again and stop writing….but you know what?

I ain’t gonna stop, I m just gonna look at this situation from another point of view. Everyone left? I never understood how people can just forget each other so quickly…

Wait, that’s actually really good because you know who is your friend when you are in trouble. Atm I am by myself. Well, at least I don’t have pink glasses on me. I truly know who is who.

I will do opposite, I will draw as much as I can. I ll train harder than ever. Even the weather is crap, I’m gonna go for a run tomorrow.

I believe all these bad moments makes you stronger, makes you unique person. I don’t care. If I meant to be alone for a couple of years,  I m just gonna start enjoying it instead of crying/panicking/ blaming myself for being awful person.

If no one believes in me, I will be the one and only one !

2015 conclusion?

christmasOr it is too early?

I’ve got half of my NY resolutions sorted for 2015, so, next half is going to my 2016 resolutions.It’s okay, I will work harder than this year. And I don’t know why, but I didn’t include fitness goal, which is a shame. Although,now I can see why…probably because I don’t think fitness routine is a resolution for me…maybe because gym is my second home? I miss DW like crazy, I even had a dream last night that I am doing killing workout using stairs machine that makes me feeling dead anytime I use it…